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 This gonna be weird to say but my role model is my old self  Because;  I felt more comfortable back then ,I didn't worry about how I looked ,I didn't have problems with myself and the most important thing was that I was happy. This thing's combined must have given a nice energy and vibe to other people because I didn't have friends but I had no enemies and actually people wanted to be my friend (that's what they told me when we talked but they thought I wasn't a nice person) And people used to complement me on my intelligence my way of thinking my hair my clothes and more. At that time I used to know how to ignore stuff that didn't make me happy,I had good grades and one thing more (just know that there is one thing more but you don't need to know what it is) But now I'm the opposite of what I was and I don't like myself this way.